We always have a choice. Whatever we do, we do it by choice. Everything happens out of the choices we make and not by chance or sheer luck.
Life is sometimes unfair. No means of telling you of what will happen next.
In the duration of your existence, it would be inevitable to say that a lot of regrets keep haunting you and you shout how cruel this life is for making it follow you even in your dreams.
Apart from that, there are also made you feel overwhelmed and contented, however, achieving such fulfillment only keeps us wanting more which would lead us to another story.
What is it with choices always gets so hard to handle?
Part of me says, I am on a middle of a heavy decision-making dilemma as of this writing.
Either way, I think it's a matter of choosing between what you think is right from what you think is best.
In a simpler statement, live up to your words. It's the best and right thing to do.